The last smoke...

I smoked my last cigarette
I'm kinda mad, kinda sad

I wish I had another one
To wrap my lips around
To inhale, exhale

Watching it burn slowly
Letting myself intertwine
with the blue and black smoke
Ever so delicately, flicking the ashes

Share one with a lover
Share one with a friend
Share one with a stranger

When it just gets to your fingers
Its all done
All gone

Another butt for the ashtray
Another moment gone
That you wanted to last forever

I miss my friend of self destruction
But I know I'll see you again